Here is the thing about... (revised)

...being "desperate": (...actually, I am going to list two things...)


a) The word would not even come close to describing my feelings - if it applied, and it doesn't, because I refuse to LET it apply! Again: "I'm NOT desperate!"


b) What I AM is "HUNGRY"! And guess what Jesus said! "BLESSED are ye which do HUNGER AND THIRST after RIGTHEOUSNESS, for ye shall be FILLED!" See? I am DEFINITELY hungry for RIGHTEOUSNESS! Again: see? Waiting OVER FOUR DECADES for one's bride? And then desiring to get MARRIED to her, and LOVE HER, and GIVE MYSELF FOR HER? That is DEFINITELY "righteousness", and it is what I am HUNGRY for without apology.


The thing that is so frightening is that I know that feelings like these are anything but safe. They must be reciprocated, or else there is disappointment. I, however, have come WAY too far to turn back now (I feel)! I pray, in Jesus' name, that the people I feel so strongly about marrying will feel the same way about me - and that God will move heaven and earth to give us whom we want - EACH OTHER! Believe me, he will have to, if it is going to happen; but I pray that it WILL happen, in Jesus' name, amen!.


LOVE,


Daniel




"To the chief musician upon Shoshanim for the sons of Korah - Maschil; A SONG OF LOVES
My heart is indicting a good matter - I speak of the things which I have made touching the king. My tongue is the pen of a ready writer..." Psalm XXXXV.