You know?...

...I understand that, when you "miss the boat", then you have to understand that the boat may just plain have left! Without you! And so then you can either wait around on the dock or find another boat! And guess what? I tried to! Have been trying to! For a very long time! But there is a verse in Proverbs: "A man's heart deviseth his way, but the LORD, or Jehovah, directeth his steps".

I think God has wanted to keep me single, and I thank him for doing so. I do, however, pray that he will help me, because all of this is REAL lions' den! And I mean real lions' den! At work, today, I had this moment where - as I sometimes do - I decided I was going to smile... on purpose. The only thing is: I had to get through "the wall" again. If I had not been at work with other people around, I would have roared out loud. Necessity was obviously the mother of invention, though, so I did what I am going to call a "silent roar".

I love the fact that God appeared to Jacob in a vision and said, "I have seen what Laban is doing to thee." I pray that God will see what this society is doing to me, in Jesus' name, amen!

Sincerely,

Daniel